Sunday, January 30, 2011

Just Keep Swimming...

After service, she came up to me with abounding enthusiasm and showered me with compliments. She loves music. Then her smile dimmed, though only some, as she began to tell me that they received news that the doctors have done all that they can and now it is just a matter of time...

A far too familiar story for so many.

We must be so considerate as we speak of heartache and grief with adults. Everyone processes differently, and to simply be blunt is thought to be insensitive. With children, it is a different story. As I continue to spend time working with and loving on her children, concerns are raised and heartache is discussed. "We don't think that mommy will be living much longer" are words that are almost more my ears can bear to hear. And yet they are uttered to and trusted with me.

How sweet the honesty and transparency of a child's heart. How refreshing. All we know to do is to just keep laughing and loving and smiling and crying, and to take it one day at a time. There is no denying the fact that some days will be spent crumbled in sorrow, others overwhelmed with joy, and everything in between. Our grasp of one another's hand is a little tighter now as we continue to hold fast to our trust that God is in control.

What an incredible family. What a beautiful blessing.

Friday, January 28, 2011

One Word for Kasia

Where is your cell phone? Counter
Significant other? Kelly
Your hair? Brown
Your mother? Saint
Your father? Baba
Your favorite thing? Love
Your dream last night? Caterpillar
Your favorite drink? Agua
What room are you in? Kitchen
Your fear? Loss
Where do you want to be in six years? Kelly
Where were you last night? Home
Something you aren't. Tall
Muffins? YES!
Wish list item? Graduation
Last thing you did? This
What are you wearing? Guess.
TV? Nope
Your pet? Nope
Friends? Adore
Your life? Beautiful
Your mood? Tired
Missing someone? Yes
Drinking? Nope
Your car? Penny
Something you're not wearing? Makeup
Favorite color. Green.
Last time you cried. Yesterday.



Friday, January 21, 2011

Di Di

This afternoon, my brother said, "thank you yi jie jie" and kissed me on the cheek.
What a gift.
If only you knew...

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Lunch with the 'rents :)

Check out this guy's beard!




Eating jello with chopsticks isn't as easy as you'd think...

Yeah, there was a chocolate fountain!

Monday, January 17, 2011

1, 2, 3.....500,000,126...

Taking the morning to count my blessings. To love on the memories of those I miss, and to anticipate those I will meet. Appreciating the family I was blessed into, and finding peace in the unfinished and unknown.

Thank you, Lord, for this morning.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

20--A Picture of Somewhere You'd Love to Travel

There are a lot of places in the world I would love to see, but there's nothing quite like a visit to Cherry Valley.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

21--A Picture of Something You Wish You Could Forget

The anxious thoughts that interrupt my sleep.